I have doing some soul searching and I really need a change. A fresh start. I need time to myself. Between School, taking care of Bentley and trying to keep up the house I'm mentally and physically exhausted. I want to pamper myself and feel pretty and confident. And having no money for anything even bills is really stressing me out. All I wanna do is sleep and eat. I'm putting on weight again and my face is staying broke out and no acne medicine is working. My depression medicine isn't helping my anxiety and it hasn't helped me with my energy. I'm not sure how I get through the days as sluggish as I feel. I need to change my eating and stop drinking pop, drink water. Stay on a schedule with my medicine and don't forget it. I need to organize my time better. After finally breaking Bentley of his bottle and starting him in his big boy spiderman bed, I feel overwhelmed knowing that we have to tackle potty training next:( being a mommy the work really never ends and the same can be said for a college student. And I need a job but I can't find one that pays and work around my school schedule and Bentley's head start schedule.
An overwhelmed, struggling mommy and college student.
